I was supposed to go out with one of my work friends tonight and go clubbing. I kept thinking about what if they didn’t take my ID (I don’t have a license I have a photo ID card.) and what would I do if I didn’t get in and what If they left me. I kept over thinking so much and it bugged me all day and I finally just said no. I miss out on all of these amazing opportunities and things because I’m so scared of everything. I’m so paranoid and I don’t believe a word anyone says anymore. I can’t trust anyone and I want to because this anxiety is ruining my life. I can’t go to work anymore without thinking people are talking shit about me and the work that I put in or that I’m gonna get fired or fuck up or something. I just cried so much because I finally realize how I’m feeling and I can’t go on like this anymore.